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im just excited about the change coming up, i seek change, even if it is just the weather....
what a good time,
you all showed me a good time and i thank you.
if i die today then i love chad for showing me how to stand up for myself.
and i love amanda for shoeing me creative thinking, and beuty.
i want to thank heather for showing me loyalty and love....
i want to thank andy for being my best friend- i love you!
im bored and tuired today.... bad combination!
it's yours, all yours,
your for the taking,
this trip, wonderful or meaningful,
pitiful or stuck in a shit hole.
twenty years i have been on this highway of twist and unexpected turns,
i have learned on thing today,
life isn't really anything,
life is so indefinate it baffles me.
i truely feel anyhting is possible, you just have to have the right attititue and skills to carry you on your way, whatever it is you chose.
it's my belife that the only things that hold us back are laws of the universe (when they work against, not for) perception, reaction,
ability to adapt, and most of all, your attititue.
if you spend your whole lifke stitting in this shit hole (terre haute) and thinking about what is outside, and thinking it's out of reach, you are going to be missurable,
if you take the same situation and find a person totally contempt with terre haute, you will find a livly happy person. they over came there situation with there perception,
you can always change your situation with your reaction,
you can always adapt when your in a situation you can't change, but your attititude is always most important.
if your attititude sucks, good things are not going to happen, or they will and your perception is going to be so off you';ll miss it, and we are back to sucking at life.
i feel i have the power to control the super tangent,
i can harness every power ball number ever drawn.
somewhere in my brain there is a combination to emotion, logic, attititude....
there is a pattern of behavior that forces good things to surround you in the universe. there is an energy that everyone can obtain- call it zen, call it luck, call it chi-
whatever it is- you can have it if you just believe in your cause, and see everyhting through the same eyes the whole time. just make sure they are the right ones!
if this makes sense to you respond lol- i get what im trying to say here.... buti think it came out wheird.
i went out with Daynell Featherston for like 8-9 months, i realized half way through that she was nuckin futs, but i stayed with her anyways.|....oops.| well during the time i was with her i got a job working with her... so me and her still work together. worse then that, she is my boss. i think she is a stupid bitch... but she still "loves me".... YES! I DID JUST MIND FUCK YOU- IT MIND FUCKED ME TOO!!!!
i just want to be let alone :S
school is going well, i just can't miss anymore... at all. but hopefully i will see the results if i try hard enough, right?
Peace & Anarchy!
i feel like im ready.
Im READY to grow up now!
im ready for this to happen!
it's just going to come right out of the sky and hit me!
...right!?
........................................
everything is just going to be great soon! and hopefully before the end of the year me and Andy will have a place.
http://www.unexplained-mysteries.com/for
this tells me im not the only one who wants to do.... whatever the fuck i want to.
larry walters is one of my utmost biggest heros.....
he had an iea... a good one... he thought it seemed liek fun so he did it. and he didn't give a fuck if anyone else disagreed with it. people still talk about what larry did. he is a legend, and i only hope that one day i can do the same....
dun dun dunnnn!!!!!!!!
so this is the first time im talking about this publically, and if you read this kind of keep it to yourself. i can't let everyone know about this before i do it.
but- i want to do this in terre haute. the idea came to me last summer, and though it was truly inspired by larry. i have to admit that this priest now has an influence as well.... apparently im no the only person who believes in what larry did.... so (this isn't an announcement) it's more like an notice.
watch for chance stratton, the kid who did that crazy balloon thing. because im going to start planning, and i hope this summer i can actually do it.
you'll hear about it on the radio-
my plan (the only part i have so far) is to only let the radio station know what im doing, about 10 minutes before i do it-
SURPRISE! it really would be amazing, and everyone i told about this idea before i put this entry in here agreed.... sooooo give me some feed back. it'd be cool, right?
- Music:MSI- "What do they know?" VNV nation maelstorm mix
today is too day for today to day in, it's two days until today and yester day is just one day from now, it's friday again and today isn't until this sunday.
im soooo-
"Hi!.... how are you this evening?"
beg more, get bored, smoke weed, and show your light, your little light you let it shine
hide and go seek goes away,
only the hiders stay,
everyone dies,
duck duck goos in a pile of geese,
anarchy breaks and everyones dead again,
london bridge is falling down falling down falling down everyone eveyone hit the ground,
pirates raid the air waves and... "everyone everyone come Quick!" we are...
we're dead
the electic sun that keeps everyone alive is running out, no more power and now your car charger don't mean,
....SHIT! SHIT! a lion!
worse!
...this is going nowhere-
im high... and mad today :S
- Music:deftons and prodigy
this kid is a FUCKING JOKE.
... it's so easy being a kid, but he makes it so hard....
all you have to do is shut the fuck up, and do what your told... how easy! you don't even have to think for yourself!
AHHHH!!!!
Chance Stratton has turned a page and is now on to a better part of his life then the preceeding.
im the happiest i have been in a long itme, she is so real she is amazing, she could be love!
i don't know, it almost seems like everything is going too well... im not used to things being liek this, i never thought i'd find a girl liek this, but she is really amazing, and if she is everyhitng i think she is, im not going to let her go.
i do know im not fucking this one up no matter what.
i have learned alor up until now, and i plan on using all of it now. im not a stupid guy, so i should be able to make this work, right?
ahhhh- i hope so. this has been a good time up until now, and i hope it keeps up. i want to see her so much all the time, it's nuts!
im falling for this girl hard and fast... and it seems so right---> for the first time in a LONG minute... it seems right. this isn't like other girls i have met, this is more real.
chance stratton is a happy dude today!
yes, she is ugly
on the inside too- and no i don't love her.... haha....
but at one time i did, and i invested alot into her, and she really could be something if she tried to be, but she is a hibitual fuck up- so what ever, right?
now that i think about it, im glad you said something so i can erase that entry... it was really just to make her shut the fuck up about me putting Anything in here about her- i sware to god, she calls my house any time i put anything about her in here... even if it doesn't say her name or anything lol.
well i gotta go, i hope you read this entry before her mom tries to call the cops on me for putting it in here LOL ....
peace-
chance
IF YOUR SICK, COVER YOUR FUCKING MOUTH- IF YOU CAN'T DO THAT.... THEN MOVE OUT.
IF YOU MAKE A MESS, CLEAN IT UP, IF YOU CAN'T DO THAT, MOVE OUT,
IF YOU TRY TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO ONE MORE TIME, I BET YOUR MOVING OUT-
KNOW YOUR FUCKING PLACE. GET THE FUCK OVER YOUR 50 DOLLARS A WEEK- LIEK WE NEED THAT SHIT.
IF YOU CAN'T HAVE SEX [QUIETLY!!!!!!!!!!!] WITH THAT THING YOU CALL A GIRL FRIEND- MOVE THE FUCK OUT-
GREG IN SO FUCKING OVER THIS SITUATION, AND I TRULY CAN'T WAIT UNTIL YOUR GONE!
do your own dishes, get your own rides, fuck up your own life. things here used to be peacful, but they are fucking mooched so bad i feel liek it's never going to get normal again.
im over it- get the fuck out, im sick of you, you fucking BUM!!!
Chance
- Mood:
pissed off
+ school is going a littel better this semester
- class is too damn early
+ i finally decided whereim living! lol
+ it's almost tax time, which means money....
--- greag is getting old... i mean him living here
+ new math class
+carrie is coming out this weekend
+?-?+ i think heather is pissed at me lol
- i don't know what i did'
+++++++ i finally broke my fucking addiction to pot lol.. .it seems so simple looking back, but it's been like 2 weeks and im still sober..... i feel really good aboutthis, my sister wuit smoking too.... crazy
--- School tomarrow, i g2g
LOVE ME!
Chance
